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  <title>♥I think about your face</title>
  <subtitle>And how I fall into your eyes...♥</subtitle>
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    <name>♥And how I fall into your eyes</name>
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  <updated>2005-08-08T04:09:13Z</updated>
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    <title>f0rg3tmy_nam3 @ 2005-08-08T00:06:00</title>
    <published>2005-08-08T04:09:13Z</published>
    <updated>2005-08-08T04:09:13Z</updated>
    <lj:music>Sad Happy - Cold</lj:music>
    <content type="html">Yeah I have decided that i'm not going to write in this jounnal anymore because it doesn't matter what I talk about or what I say in here people have to state their opinion on everything or they get mad and all that drama, so I don't see a point to it anymore, it was fine like you know 2 years ago but now if I want to say anything i'll just tell you but yeah no more of this journal bullshit.</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:f0rg3tmy_nam3:14968</id>
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    <title>hehe.</title>
    <published>2005-07-29T03:23:57Z</published>
    <updated>2005-08-02T14:21:05Z</updated>
    <lj:music>Count On Me - Default</lj:music>
    <content type="html">Today was a good day and yesterday I finally got my tongue pierced :-D.</content>
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    <title>Got this from Stephz, This is soo true, it's weird!!!</title>
    <published>2005-07-26T03:46:07Z</published>
    <updated>2005-07-27T00:41:44Z</updated>
    <lj:music>Mudvayne - Happy?</lj:music>
    <content type="html">either grab a writing utensil and something to write on, or just remember your anwers. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Apparently this is 99.9% TRUE&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Don't peak at the answers, cause it ruins it.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Have fun.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;1) Write the name of a person of the opposite&lt;br /&gt;sex.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;2) Which is your favorite color out of red,&lt;br /&gt;black, blue, green, yellow?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;3) Your first initial?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;4) Your month of birth?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;5) Which color do you like more, black or white?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;6) Name of a person of the same sex as yours.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;7) Your favorite number?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;8) Do you like California or Florida more?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;9) Do you like the lake or the ocean more?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;10) Write down a wish. (A realistic one).&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;ARE Y0U D0NE?&lt;br /&gt;iF S0 SCR0LL D0WN.&lt;br /&gt;(D0N'T CHEAT... iM WATCHiNG Y0U...)&lt;br /&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;..&lt;br /&gt;...&lt;br /&gt;....&lt;br /&gt;.....&lt;br /&gt;......&lt;br /&gt;.......&lt;br /&gt;........&lt;br /&gt;.........&lt;br /&gt;..........&lt;br /&gt;...........&lt;br /&gt;..........&lt;br /&gt;.........&lt;br /&gt;........&lt;br /&gt;.......&lt;br /&gt;......&lt;br /&gt;....&lt;br /&gt;...&lt;br /&gt;..&lt;br /&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;THE ANSWERS&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;1. You are completely in love with this person.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;2. If you choose:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Red - You are alert and your life is full of&lt;br /&gt;love.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Black - You are conservative and aggressive.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Green - Your soul is relaxed and you are laid&lt;br /&gt;back.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Blue - You are spontaneous and love kisses&lt;br /&gt;and affection from the ones you love.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Yellow- you are a very happy person and give&lt;br /&gt;good advice to those who are down.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;3. If your initial is:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;A-K You have a lot of love and friendships in&lt;br /&gt;your life.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;L-R You try to enjoy your life to the maximum&lt;br /&gt;and your love life is&lt;br /&gt;soon to blossom.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;S-Z You like to help others and your future love&lt;br /&gt;life looks very good.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;4. If you were born in:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Jan-Mar: The year will go very well for you and&lt;br /&gt;you will discover that you fall in love with&lt;br /&gt;someone totally unexpected.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;April-June: You will have a strong love&lt;br /&gt;relationship that will not last long but the&lt;br /&gt;memories will last forever.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;July-Sep: You will have a great year and will&lt;br /&gt;experience a major life changing experience for&lt;br /&gt;the good.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Oct-Dec: Your love life will not be too great,&lt;br /&gt;but eventually you will find your soul mate.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;5. If you chose...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Black: Your life will take on a different&lt;br /&gt;direction, it will seem hard at the time but&lt;br /&gt;will be the best thing for you, and you will&lt;br /&gt;be glad for the change.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;White: You will have a friend who completely&lt;br /&gt;confides in you and would do anything for you,&lt;br /&gt;but you may not realize it.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;6. This person is your best friend.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;7. This is how many close friends you have in&lt;br /&gt;your lifetime.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;8. If you chose:&lt;br /&gt;California: You like adventure.&lt;br /&gt;Florida: You are a laid back person.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;9. If you chose:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Lake: You are loyal to your friends and to your&lt;br /&gt;love. And you are very reserved.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Ocean: You are spontaneous and like to please&lt;br /&gt;people.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;10. This wish will come true only if you RE-POST THIS BULLETIN&lt;br /&gt;in one hour and it will come true before your next birthday!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;I took this and it was all true so chances are the wish i made will come true, at least I hope so lol but shit mann my birthday was 4 days ago, I have a long wait, and probably for nothing.&lt;/b&gt;</content>
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    <title>f0rg3tmy_nam3 @ 2005-07-22T17:18:00</title>
    <published>2005-07-22T22:19:19Z</published>
    <updated>2005-07-22T22:19:19Z</updated>
    <lj:music>Cuz i'm a loser - 3 doors down.</lj:music>
    <content type="html">Happy Birthday To Mee..!!! :-p.</content>
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    <title>Alrighty.</title>
    <published>2005-07-15T00:43:32Z</published>
    <updated>2005-07-15T00:43:32Z</updated>
    <lj:music>T.I - ASAP</lj:music>
    <content type="html">1. Copy and paste this into your journal:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;font color="f0rg3tmy_nam3"&gt; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;f0rg3tmy_nam3&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;br /&gt;2. Eliminate the asterisks.&lt;br /&gt;3. Replace "f0rg3tmy_nam3" with your user name.&lt;br /&gt;4. See what color you are.</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:f0rg3tmy_nam3:13264</id>
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    <title>what a night..</title>
    <published>2005-07-05T15:31:28Z</published>
    <updated>2005-07-05T15:31:28Z</updated>
    <lj:music>3 doors down - Loser</lj:music>
    <content type="html">yesterday Candii came over and we were supposed to go the the Freedom Hill Fireworks w/ Matt, Ashii and Eric but it was poring outside so we didn't go so Instead we went to Noahs. Her and I got so completly blown out, it was like kinda horriable..I think thats my last time but anyways we hung around their and Nick was there too! We just sat around n talked and me and Noah watched some of the fireworks and one of the fireworks was a hamburger lol it was odd..then we watched Roseanne hehe, best show ever, then we had to leave, that was like 12. Well Noah kissed me and I didn't think that I liked him but now I really think that I do. So who knows what could happen hehe.&lt;br /&gt;Right now Candii is in the shower and then I have no idea what we are doing but i'll update later if anything great should happen!</content>
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    <title>...</title>
    <published>2005-06-30T20:40:14Z</published>
    <updated>2005-06-30T20:40:14Z</updated>
    <lj:music>Sugar were going down - Fall out boy</lj:music>
    <content type="html">I just got my new computer and I set everything up myself so it was pretty cool. I was down for like 2 days, just really upset. Matt is back with Jessica thats why I was so depressed but I figured hey whatever makes him happy you know? So i'll find someone else and everything will be fine.</content>
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    <title>sigh.</title>
    <published>2005-06-27T22:21:06Z</published>
    <updated>2005-07-01T01:55:01Z</updated>
    <lj:music>Stupid Girl - Cold</lj:music>
    <content type="html">right now I am at Ashii's house =). My computer broke so my parents bought me a new one finally.. it's a dell so they have to ship it out so that will take about 10 days they said so its cool but too long.. but yeah. I want to see matt right now but god knows where he is. Well thats all I really have to say right now...comment if you want i don't care hehe.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;bye.</content>
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    <title>What a Day.</title>
    <published>2005-06-24T22:27:56Z</published>
    <updated>2005-06-25T17:26:26Z</updated>
    <lj:music>Social Code - Perfect Grave</lj:music>
    <content type="html">Today I worked from 8-1 just like tuesday and thursday. It sucks soo bad, I mean passing out flyers in the hott sun going door to door, may not seem as bad but trust me you would have to be out there doing it to really know. Around 4 Ashii and Eric came over and we watched "The Break and Open Water", open water is soo stupid but yeah anyways they left like at 6, which makes me sadd. I hope I see Matt today. I saw him a few days ago and he was like piss drunk and it was funny, hes soo cute. He broke up w/Amanda so i'm hopeing he sticks with what he said to me..I really do. I'm really borred right now and I don't know what to do. I called Candice but shes not home, shes out w/her boyfriend Bill and shes in trouble her mom said cuz she didn't tell anyone she just left a note lol.. but yeah enough bout Candice lol. I saw Nick the other day too with Matt n Chuckie and Nick is just so weird around me now, I knew he only used me for cigarettes and I asked him about it and hes like No No but then he calls me now and again just to ask me for them, it's getting annoying. I don't know what i'm going to do with this job I mean I make $7 an hour and I work at least 5 hours, today I got paid 89 dollars but next week i'm just gonna work 2 days cuz I don't like this I just like the money. I think i'm going to dye my hair back to blonde w/dark brown underneathe, it just looks better then what I have now, and of course I have to use my money but oh well it will be worth it. Right now i'm getting ready to go pick up Candice tho its 9:30 but oh well..&lt;br /&gt;then we saw Matt n  Chuckie fer a lil bit.. see I knew i'd see him hehe. Now it's 1 and were going to sleep.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;-leave comments-</content>
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    <title>f0rg3tmy_nam3 @ 2005-06-21T09:04:00</title>
    <published>2005-06-21T13:15:32Z</published>
    <updated>2005-06-21T13:15:32Z</updated>
    <lj:music>3 Doors Down - Let Me Go</lj:music>
    <content type="html">Well i'm getting ready to leave for work in about 10 minutes I think. I haven't really updated cuz not many people read this anyways.. I'm confused about a lot of things right now. I haven't really been hanging out with Matt cuz this girl he "says" he doesn't like, hes still with. He tells me "things" and makes me believe them but I don't know whats going to happen with that. I'm gonna wait like he said till my birthday "july 22" and if it doesn't happen then I truly give up. He just doesn't have a clue how much he means to me, tho I tell him but it's like either it goes through one ear and out the other or it just doesen't click, or thats how I feel anyways.. I don't know what to do. It's been 28 days since I broke up with Nick and it's a good thing I did cuz he seems to like use me and i'm glad I got out before I really did sumthing stupid. I mean hes a good guy just not for me. Chuckie and Jackie are going out now and they look cute together, I hope everything goes well for them. Noah.. hes a great friend and he likes me.. and I never really thought about him that way but maybe I should? He wouldn't hurt me or cheat and hes always here for me anyways.. but It just wouldn't be fair if I went out with Noah and still had Matt on my mind thats why I need to see if everything i've done with matt takes toll and something does happen with me and him cuz Once I find someone I want and I can't stop until I know nothing is going to happen but it seems he drags me along cuz he knows I will be here and he is right. So what I have to do is find out whats gonna happen either were friends or more and take it from there, I just don't like waiting and I know I have to/want to. Just isn't fair to Noah if I do go out with Matt but everyone knows how much I like Matt and i'm trying my hardest to make this happen!</content>
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    <title>4 more days..</title>
    <published>2005-06-14T02:43:49Z</published>
    <updated>2005-06-14T02:43:49Z</updated>
    <lj:music>ShineDown - Burning Bright</lj:music>
    <content type="html">4 more days left of school!! &lt;br /&gt;i'm so happy because there is way to much effing drama at my school that sometimes its unbareable. Half of the people need to grow the eff up and stop being so god damn immature!&lt;br /&gt;Monday, Kaitlyn and I start working and it's the easiest job ever and were getting paid a lot of money for it. We can pick our hours, the days, morning or afternoon and were outside all day. It's so sweet! So yeah but were only working 3 days a week for 5 hours each day, that will be $112 a week. It's great!&lt;br /&gt;This summer is gonna be to tyte I can already feel it =).&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;well that's all for now, bye.</content>
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    <title>How I Feel..</title>
    <published>2005-06-01T01:51:37Z</published>
    <updated>2005-06-02T02:00:02Z</updated>
    <lj:music>Avril Lavigne - Things i'll Never Say..</lj:music>
    <content type="html">I’m tugging at my hair&lt;br /&gt;I’m pulling at my clothes&lt;br /&gt;I’m trying to keep my cool&lt;br /&gt;I know it shows&lt;br /&gt;I’m staring at my feet&lt;br /&gt;My checks are turning red&lt;br /&gt;I’m searching for the words inside my head&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I’m feeling nervous&lt;br /&gt;Trying to be so perfect&lt;br /&gt;Cause I know you’re worth it&lt;br /&gt;You’re worth it&lt;br /&gt;Yeah&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;If I could say what I want to say&lt;br /&gt;I'd say I wanna blow you... away&lt;br /&gt;Be with you every night&lt;br /&gt;Am I squeezing you too tight&lt;br /&gt;If I could say what I want to see&lt;br /&gt;I want to see you go down&lt;br /&gt;On one knee&lt;br /&gt;Marry me today&lt;br /&gt;Yes, I’m wishing my life away&lt;br /&gt;With these things I’ll never say&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It don’t do me any good&lt;br /&gt;It’s just a waste of time&lt;br /&gt;What use is it to you&lt;br /&gt;What’s on my mind&lt;br /&gt;If ain’t coming out&lt;br /&gt;We’re not going anywhere&lt;br /&gt;So why can’t I just tell you that I care.</content>
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    <title>Cute.</title>
    <published>2005-05-28T14:23:22Z</published>
    <updated>2005-05-28T14:23:22Z</updated>
    <lj:music>3 days grace - i hate everything about you</lj:music>
    <content type="html">30 Ways to Make a Girl Smile:&lt;br /&gt;1 . Tell her she is beautiful.&lt;br /&gt;2 . Hold her hand whenever you can. she loves that.&lt;br /&gt;3 . Kiss her on the forehead.&lt;br /&gt;4 . Leave her voice messages to wake up to.&lt;br /&gt;5 . Always tell her shes the only girl you wanna be with.&lt;br /&gt;6 . When she is upset tell her how much she means to you.&lt;br /&gt;7 . Recognize the small things . . . they mean the most.&lt;br /&gt;8 . Call her baby.&lt;br /&gt;9 . Sing to her no matter how horrible your voice is.&lt;br /&gt;10 . Pick her over all the other girls you hang out with.&lt;br /&gt;11 . Write her notes. (she loves them)&lt;br /&gt;12 . Introduce her to family and friends as your girlfriend.&lt;br /&gt;13 . Play with her hair.&lt;br /&gt;14 . Pick her up, tickle her and play-wrestle with her.&lt;br /&gt;15 . talk to her about everything&lt;br /&gt;16 . Tell her funny jokes, tell her stupid jokes, just tell her jokes.&lt;br /&gt;17 . tell her when you miss her.&lt;br /&gt;18 . Let her fall asleep in your arms.&lt;br /&gt;19 . open her car door.&lt;br /&gt;20 . If she's mad at you, kiss her.&lt;br /&gt;21 . Give her piggyback rides.&lt;br /&gt;22 . randomly tell her when you think she looks her best.&lt;br /&gt;23 . Treate her the same around your friends as you do when your alone.&lt;br /&gt;24 . Look her in the eyes and smile.&lt;br /&gt;25 . Let her take as many pictures of you as she wants.&lt;br /&gt;26 . Slow dance with her, even if there isn't any music playing.&lt;br /&gt;27. Dont EVER ignore her, no matter who is around.&lt;br /&gt;28 . Kiss her in the rain.&lt;br /&gt;29. tell her EVERYTHING thats goin on your in your life. she wants t o know.&lt;br /&gt;30 . WHEN you fall in love with her .</content>
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    <title>I found what I need in you...</title>
    <published>2005-05-26T01:44:21Z</published>
    <updated>2005-05-26T01:44:21Z</updated>
    <lj:music>Right Here - Staind</lj:music>
    <content type="html">I know I've been mistaken&lt;br /&gt;But just give me a break and see the changes that I've made&lt;br /&gt;I've got some imperfections&lt;br /&gt;But how can you collect them all and throw them in my face&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;But you always find a way to keep me right here waiting&lt;br /&gt;You always find the words to say to keep me right here waiting&lt;br /&gt;And if you chose to walk away I'd still be right here waiting&lt;br /&gt;Searching for the things to say to keep you right here waiting&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I hope you're not intending&lt;br /&gt;To be so condescending it's as much as i can take&lt;br /&gt;and you're so independent&lt;br /&gt;you just refuse to bend so I keep bending till I break&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;But you always find a way to keep me right here waiting&lt;br /&gt;You always find the words to say to keep me right here waiting&lt;br /&gt;And if you chose to walk away I'd still be right here waiting&lt;br /&gt;Searching for the things to say to keep you right here waiting&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I've made a commitment&lt;br /&gt;I'm willing to bleed for you&lt;br /&gt;I needed fulfillment&lt;br /&gt;I found what I need in you&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Why can't you just forgive me&lt;br /&gt;I don't want to relive all the mistakes I've made along the way&lt;br /&gt;But I always find a way to keep you right here waiting&lt;br /&gt;I always find the words to say to keep you right here waiting&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;But you always find a way&lt;br /&gt;To keep me right here waiting&lt;br /&gt;You always find the words to say to keep me right here waiting&lt;br /&gt;And if I chose to walk away would you be right here waiting&lt;br /&gt;Searching for the things to say to keep me right here waiting.</content>
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    <title>...</title>
    <published>2005-05-21T23:54:31Z</published>
    <updated>2005-05-21T23:54:31Z</updated>
    <lj:music>Staind - Right Here</lj:music>
    <content type="html">Yesterday I went to the Carnival with Candice. We met up with Shantell and Rachel and we went on like everything there, expect I wouldn't go on the fireball but thats bout it. I went on the enterprise like 3 times, for you all that don't know what it is, it's this big ride with about 50 carts on it and it spins really fast then it moves up and is about as high as the fariswheel so your basically upside down it was friggin sweet. I had a screaming contest with this lil bitch girl on there and I won of course and Candice was laughing her ass off!!! Right now I just got home from Candices and i'm soo borred. Hopefully Nick er Matt calls me later on tonight, well i'm gonna go, bye.</content>
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    <title>f0rg3tmy_nam3 @ 2005-05-05T07:46:00</title>
    <published>2005-05-05T11:54:23Z</published>
    <updated>2005-05-05T11:54:23Z</updated>
    <lj:music>Pieces - Sum 41</lj:music>
    <content type="html">I have school at 9 so megan comming to pick me up at 8:30 and this whole week has been great I have been hanging with Matt, Chuckie, Lil Nick, and Noah. It's been funn I love those boys so much! Yeah anyways Today i'm hanging with them but right after School I'm finally take my road test and i'm very nervous but I should do fine. Then after i'm going back to Noahs to hang with them all woo! i'll update later bye.</content>
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    <title>Very True.</title>
    <published>2005-04-26T01:37:16Z</published>
    <updated>2005-04-26T01:39:38Z</updated>
    <lj:music>Fefe Dobson - Bye Bye Boyfriend</lj:music>
    <content type="html">Didn't really have anything else to update but I came across these 2 poem things that are very true..&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;If you dress nicely, he says you're a snob. If you dress sexy, he says you're a slut. If you argue with him, he says you're stubborn. If you're quiet, he says you're stupid. If you call him, he says you're needy and clingy. If he calls you, he says you should be grateful. If you don't love him, he'll try to win you, If you love him, he'll leave you. If you don't fuck him, he'll say you don't love him, If you do, he'll say you're easy. If you tell him your problems, he'll say you're irritating, If you don't, he'll say you don't trust him. If you lecture him, he'll say you're bitchy, If he lectures you, it's because he 'cares'. If you break a promise, you can't be trusted, If he breaks it, he had to. If you cheat, u expect it to be over. If he cheats, he expects to be given another chance.. Either way.... you never win.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Why do you have to lie to me? Why do you make me sad? Why do you have ignore me? Why do you ruin my happiness by making me mad? Why do you laugh at me when I’m having a bad day? Why do you always have nothing to say? Why do you act different around your friends from when we’re alone? Why do you tell me to call you back when you know you won’t answer the phone? Why do u tell me to sit by the phone knowing your not gonna call? And why do you tell me you love me if you don’t even care about me at all?</content>
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    <title>:-)</title>
    <published>2005-04-15T18:56:37Z</published>
    <updated>2005-04-16T18:35:21Z</updated>
    <lj:music>T.I - You don't know me!</lj:music>
    <content type="html">Went to school *boring* Now I'm waiting for My Candice to get here and me and her are just gonna be chillin! My mom and my sister are leaving for San Diego California tomorrow morning:-D. She will be gone till Wednesday night! My dad is gonna be working from 2 in the afternoon till 6:30A.M so this week is gonna be freekin Sweet!!! I have to babysit the kid across the street at like 6 in the morning till 12 in the afternoon well at least she pays good lol! But thats about all i'm doing! well Candice is here so i'll update later niggas!</content>
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    <title>Long day of bordum..</title>
    <published>2005-04-04T01:23:49Z</published>
    <updated>2005-04-09T02:27:24Z</updated>
    <lj:music>Chester n Ztrip - Walking Dead</lj:music>
    <content type="html">INSTRUCTIONS: &lt;br /&gt;1. Copy this whole list into your journal.&lt;br /&gt;2. Bold/underline the things that are true about you.&lt;br /&gt;3. Whatever you don't bold/underline is false.&lt;br /&gt;4. Add 4 things that are not already on the list.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;01. &lt;b&gt;I miss somebody right now&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;02. &lt;b&gt;I don't watch much TV these days&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;03. &lt;b&gt;I love olives&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;04. &lt;b&gt;I love sleeping&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;05. I own lots of books&lt;br /&gt;06. I wear glasses or contact lenses&lt;br /&gt;07. I love to play video games&lt;br /&gt;08. &lt;b&gt;I've tried marijuana&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;09. I've watched porn movies&lt;br /&gt;10. I have been in a threesome &lt;br /&gt;11. I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship&lt;br /&gt;12. &lt;b&gt;I believe honesty is usually the best policy...&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;13. &lt;b&gt;I have acne free skin&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;14. I like and respect Al Sharpton&lt;br /&gt;15. I curse frequently&lt;br /&gt;16. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year&lt;br /&gt;17. I have a hobby&lt;br /&gt;18. I've been told I: (women) have an applebottom, (men) am packing.&lt;br /&gt;19. I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me&lt;br /&gt;20. I'm really, really smart&lt;br /&gt;21. &lt;b&gt;I've never broken someone's bones&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;22. I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal&lt;br /&gt;23. I hate the rain&lt;br /&gt;24. &lt;b&gt;I'm paranoid at times&lt;/b&gt; &lt;br /&gt;25. &lt;b&gt;I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;26. I need money right now!&lt;br /&gt;27. I love Sushi&lt;br /&gt;28. I talk really, really fast&lt;br /&gt;29. &lt;b&gt;I have fresh breath in the morning&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;30. &lt;b&gt;I have semi-long hair&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;31. I have lost money in Las Vegas&lt;br /&gt;32. &lt;b&gt;I have at least one brother and/or one sister&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;33. I was born in a country outside of the U.S.&lt;br /&gt;34. &lt;b&gt;I shave my legs (females) or face (males) on a regular basis&lt;/b&gt; &lt;br /&gt;35. I have a twin&lt;br /&gt;36. &lt;b&gt;I have worn fake hair/nails/eyelashes in the past&lt;/b&gt; &lt;br /&gt;37. &lt;b&gt;I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.&lt;/b&gt; &lt;br /&gt;38. &lt;b&gt;I like the way that I look sometimes&lt;/b&gt; &lt;br /&gt;39. I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months &lt;br /&gt;40. I know how to do cornrows&lt;br /&gt;41. &lt;b&gt;I am usually pessimistic&lt;/b&gt; &lt;br /&gt;42. &lt;b&gt;I have a lot of mood swings&lt;/b&gt; &lt;br /&gt;43. I think prostitution should be legalized &lt;br /&gt;44. I think Britney Spears is hot&lt;br /&gt;45. I have cheated on a significant other in the past&lt;br /&gt;46. I have a hidden talent &lt;br /&gt;47. I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have&lt;br /&gt;48. I think that I'm popular&lt;br /&gt;49. &lt;b&gt;I am currently single&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;50. &lt;b&gt;I have kissed someone of the same sex as a joke&lt;/b&gt; &lt;br /&gt;51. &lt;b&gt;I enjoy talking on the phone sometimes&lt;/b&gt; &lt;br /&gt;52. I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants&lt;br /&gt;53. &lt;b&gt;I love to shop.&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;54. &lt;b&gt;I would rather shop than eat&lt;/b&gt;  &lt;br /&gt;55. I would classify myself as ghetto. &lt;br /&gt;56. I'm bourgie and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders&lt;br /&gt;57. I'm obsessed with my Livejournal &lt;br /&gt;58. &lt;b&gt;I don't hate anyone.&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;59. I'm a pretty good dancer. &lt;br /&gt;61. I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother &lt;br /&gt;62. &lt;b&gt;I have a cell phone&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;63. &lt;b&gt;I believe in God or something like it&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;64. I watch MTV on a daily basis&lt;br /&gt;65. I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.&lt;br /&gt;66. I love drama&lt;br /&gt;67. &lt;b&gt;I have never been in a real relationship before&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;68. &lt;b&gt;I've rejected someone before&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;69. &lt;b&gt;I currently have a crush on someone&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;70. I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life&lt;br /&gt;71. &lt;b&gt;I want to have children in the future&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;72. &lt;b&gt;I have changed a diaper before&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;73. I've called the cops on a friend before &lt;br /&gt;74. &lt;b&gt;I bite my nails&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;75. I am a member of the Tom Green fan club&lt;br /&gt;76. I'm not allergic to anything &lt;br /&gt;77. &lt;b&gt;I have a lot to learn&lt;/b&gt; &lt;br /&gt;78. I have dated someone at least 10 years older or younger&lt;br /&gt;79. I plan on seeing Ice Cube's newest "Friday" movie&lt;br /&gt;80. &lt;b&gt;I am very shy around the opposite sex sometimes&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;81. &lt;b&gt;I'm online 24/7, even as an away message&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;82. &lt;b&gt;I have at least 5 away messages saved&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;83. &lt;b&gt;I have tried alcohol or drugs before.&lt;/b&gt; &lt;br /&gt;84. I have made a move on a friend's significant other in the past&lt;br /&gt;85. I own the "South Park" movie&lt;br /&gt;86. I have avoided assignments at work to be on Xanga or Livejournal &lt;br /&gt;87. When I was a kid I played "the birds and the bees" with a neighbor or chum&lt;br /&gt;88. &lt;b&gt;I enjoy some country music.&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;89. &lt;b&gt;I would die for my best friends.&lt;/b&gt; &lt;br /&gt;90. I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza&lt;br /&gt;91. I watch soap operas whenever I can&lt;br /&gt;92. &lt;b&gt;I'm obsessive, anal retentive, and often a perfectionist&lt;/b&gt; &lt;br /&gt;93. I have used my sexuality to advance my career &lt;br /&gt;94. I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all&lt;br /&gt;95. I know all the words to Slick Rick's "Children's Story"&lt;br /&gt;96. &lt;b&gt;Halloween is awesome because you get free candy&lt;/b&gt; &lt;br /&gt;97. &lt;b&gt;I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;98. I have dated a close friend's ex&lt;br /&gt;99. &lt;b&gt;I'm happy as of this moment&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;100. &lt;b&gt;I have been used before&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;101. I have been in love&lt;br /&gt;102. &lt;b&gt;I love animals&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;103. &lt;b&gt;I have dyed my hair before&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;104. I love Basketball&lt;br /&gt;105. &lt;b&gt;I hate school.&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;106. I love summer&lt;br /&gt;107. I want to move away.&lt;br /&gt;108. I disagree with 44. &lt;br /&gt;109. I've never loved&lt;br /&gt;110. &lt;b&gt;I need a life&lt;/b&gt; &lt;br /&gt;111. I hate when skateboarders call themselves 'sk8ers'&lt;br /&gt;112. &lt;b&gt;I am a deep thinker.&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;113. I love to read.&lt;br /&gt;114. Donald Trump's hair amuses me.&lt;br /&gt;115. Conan = Love. &lt;br /&gt;116. I am obsessed with Harry Potter.&lt;br /&gt;117. I adore the rain.&lt;br /&gt;118. &lt;b&gt;I love to write.&lt;/b&gt; &lt;br /&gt;119. I love to draw but I do it horribly.&lt;br /&gt;120. My hair is two feet long, or longer.&lt;br /&gt;121. I believe that true love exists and has no gender barrier.&lt;br /&gt;122. &lt;b&gt;I think humans are much too complex.&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;123. &lt;b&gt;I agree with the quote, "God is just an imaginary friend for grown-ups".&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;124. I'm a crazy, crazy Matt Skiba fangirl.&lt;br /&gt;125. I want to get my lip pierced. &lt;br /&gt;126. I want to pleasure my balls and check them for cancer at the same time.&lt;br /&gt;127. I'm married to two people at once. &lt;br /&gt;128. Your mother.&lt;br /&gt;129. &lt;b&gt;I have an alter-ego.&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;130. I WANT TO GO TO OTAKON, DAMN IT.&lt;br /&gt;131. I am a feline furry.&lt;br /&gt;132. I hate emo kids. &lt;br /&gt;133. I'm a marching band loser. And I am okay with that.&lt;br /&gt;134. I firmly believe that Nugent is the coolest name for anyone, ever.&lt;br /&gt;135. &lt;b&gt;I'm the oldest kid in my family.&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;136. &lt;b&gt;I do not like green eggs and ham.&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;137. I know what rugby is.&lt;br /&gt;138. I think that fake tans are the best thing ever.&lt;br /&gt;139. Ive given an orange traffic cone to someone as a present.&lt;br /&gt;140. I make a wish at 11:11 and 2:22 etc.&lt;br /&gt;141. I am a virgin.&lt;br /&gt;142. I am in love with someone who doesent love me back..:(&lt;br /&gt;143. This is a ramdom lil thingy&lt;br /&gt;144. &lt;b&gt;I hate liers&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;145. &lt;b&gt;Smoke&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;146. &lt;b&gt;Think tomorrow will be a better day&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;147. &lt;b&gt;I like to walk around a night&lt;/b&gt;</content>
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    <title>Yeah I changed all the hers to his...heh.</title>
    <published>2005-02-23T21:11:37Z</published>
    <updated>2005-02-24T03:31:21Z</updated>
    <lj:music>Jessy Mccartney - Why don't you kiss her</lj:music>
    <content type="html">&lt;b&gt;We're the best of friends&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And we share our secrets &lt;br /&gt;He knows everything that is on my mind&lt;br /&gt;But lately somethings changed.&lt;br /&gt;As I lie awake in my bed&lt;br /&gt;A voice here inside my head &lt;br /&gt;Softly says...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Why don't you kiss him&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Why don't you tell him&lt;br /&gt;Why don't you let him see&lt;br /&gt;The feelings that you hide&lt;br /&gt;Cuz he'll never know &lt;br /&gt;If you never show&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;The way u feel inside.&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Oh im so afraid to make that first move&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Just a touch and we &lt;br /&gt;Could cross the line&lt;br /&gt;And everytime he's near&lt;br /&gt;I wanna never let him go &lt;br /&gt;Confess to him what my heart knows&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Hold him close..&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Why don't you kiss him &lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Why don't you tell him&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Why don't you let him see&lt;br /&gt;The feelings that you hide&lt;br /&gt;Cuz he'll never know &lt;br /&gt;If you never show&lt;br /&gt;The way u feel inside.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;What would he say&lt;br /&gt;I wonder would he just turn away?&lt;br /&gt;Or would he promise me &lt;br /&gt;That he's here to stay?&lt;br /&gt;It hurts me to wait&lt;br /&gt;I keep asking myself..&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Why don't you kiss him &lt;b&gt;(tell him you love him)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Why don't u tell him &lt;b&gt;(tell him you need him)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Why don't you let him see&lt;br /&gt;The feelings that you hide&lt;br /&gt;Cuz he'll never know&lt;br /&gt;If you never show&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;The way you feel inside...&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;to someone..hehe. I bet it's killing you guys to know lol..j/k.</content>
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    <title>I know this ending already, why do I put myself through all of this???</title>
    <published>2005-02-18T05:37:46Z</published>
    <updated>2005-02-18T05:47:47Z</updated>
    <lj:music>Snow Patrol - Run</lj:music>
    <content type="html">I don't really know whut to say right now...I have been hanging with Candice a lot lately, and also Jessie, but mainly Matt, Chuckie, n Noah. I have a lot on my mind right now and I don't really want to say what it is but I know it's killing me. I wrote something a while back and he found it in my purse, I was so embarrassed but what can you do you know? Like me...I can't just sit there and think about things, I like to write it out so it helps me vent you could say. I mean it was awhile back but still. I hope I didn't mess anything up between us but you can't really focus on the past (even if it was a few hours ago) you have to look on to the future.&lt;br /&gt;All I really want is just to be happy...Yeah i'm happy in a differen't kinda way you could say...but that's not how I feel on the inside. I want someone to be there for me, a guy thats perfect to me, and I know just saying it over and over isn't going to bring anyone too me, but...I mean, I try. I have been threw so much stuff this year it's unbelieveable, well not even threw the year, I guess you could say between the last couple of months. I mean yeah I have lost friends, but it doesn't really bother me..well honestly...it does bother me but...; I mean friends come and go, and the best of friends stick with you forever or just a long time..&lt;br /&gt;Plus people that know me, know that I don't have a reason to lie about anything..I do lie it's only to help someone if it's that bad otherwise I don't really care. I hate when people say to me "your lieing/you don't care/your just a bitch", call me what you will I don't care..You people like to bring other people down to make yourself feel better and I wouldn't start with saying things to me cuz I don't care! I guess I can thank Jess (shaver) for that one, tho were not friends anymore she kinda I guess sorta say taught me not to care what people think of me and i'm glad I don't! I miss the friends I had last year...I mean...you gotta move on tho you can't dwell on the past.&lt;br /&gt;I also don't want anyone saying to me in comments it will be ok cuz in reality everything is Never ok! Everything (i'm sure other people can relate) is like an emotional rollercoster like one day everything is perfect then maybe an hour or the next day later it's horriable then gets worse then gets worser and then goes right back up to being great...What is that? I hate it. I try not to let EVERYTHING get to me but it's kinda hard. I mean i'm at a differen't school now and new people and my old friends kinda drift away but that isn't my fault you know? I keep in touch just some people drift away and their isn't really anything you can do. A lot of people think that I "talk shit", but in reality I don't. I accually spread the truth, I know I have "talked shit" before and i'm sorry to anyone I may have hurt..I don't/didn't mean to..but now I know that I like to know the facts before I go around saying anything cuz I don't wanna hurt anyone.&lt;br /&gt;Well I think i'm done for now, about all this venting and what not..i'll update later.&lt;br /&gt;Goodnight everyone.&amp;lt;3</content>
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    <title>Fun.</title>
    <published>2005-02-07T13:02:02Z</published>
    <updated>2005-02-07T13:02:02Z</updated>
    <lj:music>Natalie//Going Crazy</lj:music>
    <content type="html">So yesterday was a good day...I went to Ashii's and we sat around for a little bit watching "one tree till", which isn't a bad show but yeah...We waited for her sister(heather) and her boyfriend(justin) to get home and then we went to Justins house *around 4:30ish* for his superbowl party!!! Matt and Eric were there and we all kinda just hung out. Matt and I talked a lot, pretty much about Anything n Everything...Hes a great person to talk to cuz not all guys understand what your saying and everything he was saying I understood of course, but I just love talking to him cuz I know I can talk to him about anything and vice versa. I'm glad Matt and I have gotten closer as friends cuz he is my best guyfriend ever!!! Hes accually always there for me and I will be for him too, *i love you matt* hehe. But yeah moving on...we all left Justins around 11 and we took Matt home first cuz we had to run in so he cud give me his Metallica Met Shirt hehehehe n I said Hi to chuckie cuz he was there hehe then I went home and wasn't really tirred so I came online for a like a second then went to sleep.. So that was my day...i'm supposed to be hanging with Jess today but who knows...Hopefully I'll do sumthing today, I really don't feel like going to school either=/ I have to go in like 20 minutes *ahh* yeah but i'll write later.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;-dani*</content>
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    <title>Another quiz thingy.</title>
    <published>2005-02-05T02:07:09Z</published>
    <updated>2005-02-05T02:07:46Z</updated>
    <lj:music>Fall To Pieces - Avril Lavigne</lj:music>
    <content type="html">&lt;a name="cutid1"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;1.First Name: Dani&lt;br /&gt;2. Hair Color: Brown with darker brown underneathe.&lt;br /&gt;3. Middle Name: Marie&lt;br /&gt;4. Hair Style: Straight down, or pony tail&lt;br /&gt;5. Eye Color: green//blue&lt;br /&gt;6. Height: 5'2&lt;br /&gt;8. Birthday: July 22.&lt;br /&gt;9. Zodiac Sign: Cancer&lt;br /&gt;10. Do you have a girlfriend/boyfriend?: Nope&lt;br /&gt;11. Do you have a crush?: Kinda..lol&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Favorites&lt;br /&gt;1. Favorite Animal: Bunnies...*soo cute*&lt;br /&gt;2. Favorite Sport: Blah..&lt;br /&gt;3. Favorite Color(s): All colors hehe but mainly PINK.&lt;br /&gt;4. Favorite Friend(s): Umm...Ashii, Matt, Candice, Jess, Chuckie.&lt;br /&gt;6. Favorite Song(s): Knuck if you buck// crime mob....Going Crazy // Natalie.&lt;br /&gt;7. Favorite Movie Quote: "Napoleon your jsut jealous that i've been chating online with babes...all...day" i love it!!!&lt;br /&gt;8. Favorite Store: Uhm, I don't know..&lt;br /&gt;9. Favorite Feeling: it will be when i'm finally with him.&lt;br /&gt;10. Favorite Shoe: Mine? &lt;br /&gt;11. Favorite Scent: Cotton Candy&lt;br /&gt;12. Favorite snack: Cheezits =)&lt;br /&gt;13. Which is more important, personality or looks?: Personality&lt;br /&gt;15. Do you move fast or slow in a relationship?: I'm not quite sure..&lt;br /&gt;16. What is your idea of the perfect guy/girl: Always is there when you need him, calls you and accually wants to see you, can mess around with eachother just saying off the wall random things. &lt;br /&gt;17. Would you ever ask someone out?: ...maybe..&lt;br /&gt;18. Do you prefer blondes or brunettes?: I'm not sure lol&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Love, Life &amp; Friends&lt;br /&gt;1. What is the first thing you notice about someone?: Eyes, and lips, lol.&lt;br /&gt;2. When's the last time you cried?: Yesterday&lt;br /&gt;3. What do you want to be when you grow up?: Either a cosmotoligest or a music producer lol.&lt;br /&gt;4. Do you sleep with stuffed animals?: Sometimes..&lt;br /&gt;5. How far have you gotten?: That's for me to know thanx.&lt;br /&gt;6. Do you love someone right now?: Kinda..&lt;br /&gt;7. Do they know?: I think so.&lt;br /&gt;8. Do you have a best friend?: Yess...Matt n Candice n of course Ashii.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Do you like to...&lt;br /&gt;1. Do you like to give hugs? Of course &lt;br /&gt;2. Give back rubs?: Yeah.&lt;br /&gt;3. Take walks in the rain?: Yeah&lt;br /&gt;4. Do you ever have one of those falling dreams?: Oh yeah.&lt;br /&gt;5. What is on the walls of your room?: Umm this white wallpaper but I have pictures all over the place.&lt;br /&gt;6. When you chew gum, what kind?: Umm Winterfresh.&lt;br /&gt;7. Do you use chap stick?: Everynight&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;In the last month have/did you...&lt;br /&gt;1. Drink?: Yeah&lt;br /&gt;2. Smoke?: Yeah&lt;br /&gt;3. Drugs?: Umm not pills.&lt;br /&gt;4. Have Sex?: Nope&lt;br /&gt;5. Made Out?: Yeah&lt;br /&gt;6. Kissed someone?: Yeah&lt;br /&gt;7. Go on a date?: No &lt;br /&gt;8. Go to the mall?: Yupp &lt;br /&gt;9. Eaten an entire box of Oreos?: No&lt;br /&gt;10. Eaten sushi?: Eww no&lt;br /&gt;11. Been on stage?: Nope.&lt;br /&gt;12. Been dumped?: No&lt;br /&gt;13: Had someone unfaithful to you?: Yea.. &lt;br /&gt;14. Watched The Smurfs?: No. &lt;br /&gt;15. Hiked a mountain?: No.&lt;br /&gt;16. Made homemade cookies?: No. &lt;br /&gt;17. Been in love?: No...=/&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;More stuff.&lt;br /&gt;1. Are you popular?: With my friends I am, I don't care what people think of me!&lt;br /&gt;2. Are you pretty?: I'm told that I am, I kinda think so.&lt;br /&gt;4. What is your favorite word to say?: Freak.&lt;br /&gt;5. What is your favorite phrase to say?: Pfft whatever ass *thats mainly to matt lol*&lt;br /&gt;6. What are you doing right now?: Takin this quiz thingy.&lt;br /&gt;7. What song are you listening to?: Natalie//going crazy&lt;br /&gt;8. What are you wearing?: Black wifebeater, black n pink billabong hoodie, n blue pj pants *what a way to match huh lmbo*.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Preferences&lt;br /&gt;1. Cold or hot?: Cold&lt;br /&gt;2. Lace or satin?: Satin&lt;br /&gt;3. Blue or Red?: Blue&lt;br /&gt;4. New or old?: Depends&lt;br /&gt;5. Rain or snow?: Both =)&lt;br /&gt;6. Give or receive?: Both &lt;br /&gt;7. Wool or cotton?: Cotton &lt;br /&gt;8. Rose or Daisy?: Rose&lt;br /&gt;9. Private school or public school?: Public? Since that's what I go to.&lt;br /&gt;10. Chocolate milk or plain milk?: Chocolate&lt;br /&gt;11. Celsius or Fahrenheit?: Fahrenheit &lt;br /&gt;12. Spring or Fall?: Fall&lt;br /&gt;13. Inny or outty?: Inny&lt;br /&gt;14. Now or then?: Now&lt;br /&gt;15. How many fingers am I holding up?: uh...4&lt;br /&gt;16. Scent? Cotton Candy&lt;br /&gt;17. English or Math?: Math&lt;br /&gt;18. Bath or shower?: Shower&lt;br /&gt;19. Bedtime phrase?: Goodnight.&lt;br /&gt;20. Self-stick or lick?: Self stick&lt;br /&gt;21. Cursive or print?: Print&lt;br /&gt;22. Do you like surprises?: Yeah.. &lt;br /&gt;23. Paranoid or Cautious?: Uhh I think i'm very paranoid.&lt;br /&gt;24. Heights or Crowds?: Uhh...crowds cuz i'm scared of heights.. &lt;br /&gt;25. Half-full or half-empty?: Both the same, lol  &lt;br /&gt;26. Top or bottom?: Depends, lol &lt;br /&gt;27. Do you/Would you dye your hair?: Yeah&lt;br /&gt;28. Speeding or running red lights?: Speeding&lt;br /&gt;29. Gold or silver?: Silver...&lt;br /&gt;30. Bad habits?: biteing my nails n cracking my knucles &lt;br /&gt;31. Piercing?: Ears, nose.&lt;br /&gt;32. Erogenous Zone(s)?: hehehehe&lt;br /&gt;33. "Maybe" or "Mebbe?" Maybe. And the point of the question was???&lt;br /&gt;35. What do you wish you'd done?: Started this&lt;br /&gt;36. Fetish?: Boys.&lt;br /&gt;37. Do you have one of THOSE voices?: I got a cute voice:-) ask anyone.&lt;br /&gt;38. Jammies or naked?: JAMMIES! Woo! &lt;br /&gt;39. Neurotic or psychotic?: Neurotic..&lt;br /&gt;40. Do you talk to yourself?: Yea lol&lt;br /&gt;41. First grade teacher's name: I don't even remember what i did yesterday??? lol&lt;br /&gt;42. Last word you said: Whatever&lt;br /&gt;43.last song you sang: Avril lavigne - Together..hehe&lt;br /&gt;44.what's in your cd player: A mixed cd.&lt;br /&gt;45.what color socks are you wearing: White n Gray&lt;br /&gt;46.what's under your bed: I have a water bed, you can't put anything under it..&lt;br /&gt;47.what time did you wake up today: 7:00AM&lt;br /&gt;48.where do you want to go: I want to stay here but I want him to be here too.&lt;br /&gt;49.where are you going to live: I want to live in Philli&lt;br /&gt;50.how many kids do you want: 2 boy//girl&lt;br /&gt;51.what kind of car will you have: Hopefully my dream car an excalide.&lt;br /&gt;52.current mood: Bored/sad&lt;br /&gt;53.current thought: My tummy hurts..&lt;br /&gt;54.current taste: Water&lt;br /&gt;55.current hair: Down.&lt;br /&gt;56.current smell: Still the cotton candy body spray. &lt;br /&gt;57.current longing: To see him&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;comment?</content>
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    <title>I hope i'm not a mistake...</title>
    <published>2005-02-01T02:05:53Z</published>
    <updated>2005-02-01T02:20:20Z</updated>
    <lj:music>Going Crazy = Natalie</lj:music>
    <content type="html">Well I didn't go to school today cuz I didn't feel good, again... Over the weekend I hung with candice hehe *I love her soo much*. Today at like 6:30ish I hung out with Amber =D and Marleen, I haven't seen them in the longest time, I forgot how much I've missed Amber!!! Everything seems like it's being pushed away from me...and I hate it. Like no one will get close to me and when they do it's like it all was a lie. I think i'm just going to stick with dave cuz I like him a lot, and I think everything is going to work out with him. I believe tomorrow i'm hangin with Ashii if not then i'm hangin with amber *hehe* and probly later on nikki sixx and waylon might come pick me up n drive around for a little bit so that should be funn =D. Wednesday I think i'm hanging with jess which is another person I have NOT seen so i'm hoping everything goes through cuz she was a good friend, deffinently say one of a kind, we are so much like one another it is crazy...I just overall miss her too.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;well i'm gonna go for now, i'll update later...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;comment?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;touch&lt;/b&gt; me...&lt;b&gt;tease&lt;/b&gt; me...&lt;b&gt;kiss &lt;/b&gt; me...&lt;b&gt;p.l.e.a.s.e&lt;/b&gt; me.</content>
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    <title>I don't want to hear it...</title>
    <published>2005-01-27T17:27:25Z</published>
    <updated>2005-01-27T20:12:55Z</updated>
    <lj:music>Snow patrol - run</lj:music>
    <content type="html">&lt;a name="cutid1"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;W O U L D Y O U R A T H E R&lt;br /&gt;1) pierce your nose or tongue? well I have my nose done, but I would LOVE to get my tongue done or at least find a b/f with one;-)&lt;br /&gt;2) be serious or be funny? umm depends on the situation..&lt;br /&gt;3) drink whole or skim milk? mmm milk...whole.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;A R E Y O U&lt;br /&gt;4) simple or complicated? i'd say...complicated&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;D O Y O U P R E F E R&lt;br /&gt;5) flowers or angels? angels&lt;br /&gt;6) grey or gray? uhh gray&lt;br /&gt;7) color or black-and-white photos? black &amp; white&lt;br /&gt;8) lust or love? Love&lt;br /&gt;9) sunrise or sunset? Sunset&lt;br /&gt;10) M&amp;Ms or Skittles? Skittles&lt;br /&gt;11) rap or rock? both!&lt;br /&gt;12) staying up late or waking up early? Staying up late!&lt;br /&gt;13) TV or radio? both&lt;br /&gt;15) eating apples or oranges? oranges&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;A N S W E R T R U T H F U L L Y&lt;br /&gt;16) Do you have a crush? yess&lt;br /&gt;17) Who is it? someone...*shuts mouth tightly &amp; *giggles*&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;D O Y O U P R E F E R&lt;br /&gt;18) being hot or cold? Umm cold&lt;br /&gt;19) tall members of the opposite sex? yes&lt;br /&gt;20) sun or moon? moon&lt;br /&gt;21) emeralds or rubies? uhm? &lt;br /&gt;22) left or right? right&lt;br /&gt;23) having 10 acquaintances or 1 best friend? one best friend!&lt;br /&gt;24) sun or rain? rain&lt;br /&gt;25) vanilla ice cream or chocolate ice cream? vanilla&lt;br /&gt;26) boys or girls? Boys &lt;br /&gt;27) green beans or carrots? carrots&lt;br /&gt;28) low fat or fat free? fat free&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;M I S C E L L A N E O U S&lt;br /&gt;29) What is your biggest fear in the world? death&lt;br /&gt;30) Kids or no kids? Kids&lt;br /&gt;31) Cat or dog? umm...well I have both so neither..&lt;br /&gt;32) Half empty or half full? who cares? same thing lol&lt;br /&gt;33) Mustard or ketchup? ketchup cuz mustard is yucky!&lt;br /&gt;34) Hard cover books or soft cover books? hard cover&lt;br /&gt;35) Newspaper or magazine? Magazine&lt;br /&gt;36) Sandals or sneakers? Sandals&lt;br /&gt;37) Wonder or amazement? Amazement&lt;br /&gt;38) Red car or white car? white..&lt;br /&gt;39) Happy and poor or sad and rich? happy and poor&lt;br /&gt;40) Singing or dancing? Both&lt;br /&gt;41) Hugging or kissing? both&lt;br /&gt;42) Corduroy or plain? plain&lt;br /&gt;45) Blondes, brunettes? both&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;A B O U T Y O U&lt;br /&gt;What time is it? 12:15&lt;br /&gt;Full name? Danielle Marie Schmitt&lt;br /&gt;Nicknames: Dani.&lt;br /&gt;Names and ages of siblings? Sister&amp;gt;&amp;gt;Randi 15.&lt;br /&gt;Number of candles that appeared on your last birthday cake? 16&lt;br /&gt;Date that you regularly blow them out? July 22&lt;br /&gt;Pets? Yes cat and dog.&lt;br /&gt;Height? 5'2&lt;br /&gt;Eye color? Blue//green&lt;br /&gt;Hair color?  Light brown, with dark brown underneathe&lt;br /&gt;Piercing(s)? ears, nose.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;W H A T D O Y O U W A N T&lt;br /&gt;Where do you want to live? By him..&lt;br /&gt;How many kids do you want? 2 ((boy &amp; girl))&lt;br /&gt;What kind of job do you want? Cosmetology&lt;br /&gt;Do you want to get married? Yess&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;W H I C H I S B E T T E R&lt;br /&gt;2 doors or 4 (on a car)? Don't matter&lt;br /&gt;Coffee or ice cream? uh, eww coffee&lt;br /&gt;Shampoo or conditioner? conditioner&lt;br /&gt;Bridges or tunnels? both&lt;br /&gt;One pillow or two? 2&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;W O R D A S S O C I A T I O N . . . (first thing that comes to mind)&lt;br /&gt;Rock? n roll&lt;br /&gt;Crying? babies &lt;br /&gt;Peanut? butter &lt;br /&gt;Roses? Red?&lt;br /&gt;Summer? Hott&lt;br /&gt;Winter? cold&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;F A V O R I T E S&lt;br /&gt;Salad dressing? ranch&lt;br /&gt;Color of socks? white&lt;br /&gt;Toothpaste? Whatever I have..&lt;br /&gt;Food? Chicken&lt;br /&gt;Toothbrush? mine&lt;br /&gt;Alcoholic drink? mikes hard raseberry lemonade&lt;br /&gt;Non-alcoholic drink? Juicy Juice&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;1 MINUTE AGO: doing this survey&lt;br /&gt;1 DAY AGO: Sitting in math class&lt;br /&gt;1 WEEK AGO: sleeping?&lt;br /&gt;1 YEAR AGO: Idk..&lt;br /&gt;I HURT: when things go bad.&lt;br /&gt;I LOVE: Him&lt;br /&gt;I HATE: Him&lt;br /&gt;I FEAR: death and being alone.&lt;br /&gt;I HOPE: I can see him&lt;br /&gt;I FEEL: numb&lt;br /&gt;I HIDE: when I want to block things out&lt;br /&gt;I DRIVE: my moms car&lt;br /&gt;I MISS: Him&lt;br /&gt;I LEARNED: how people can pretend and how you can be so blind to it.&lt;br /&gt;I KNOW: im cold&lt;br /&gt;I WAIT: to hear his voice&lt;br /&gt;I NEED: to stop being like this..&lt;br /&gt;I THINK: I need to forget him..&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Current Clothes:  Pj pants, hoodie&lt;br /&gt;Current Mood: Somewhat upset, and cold.&lt;br /&gt;Current Music: Going Crazy // Natalie&lt;br /&gt;Current Taste: Water&lt;br /&gt;Current Hair: down&lt;br /&gt;Current Annoyance: my dad&lt;br /&gt;Current Smell: cotton candy body spray&lt;br /&gt;Current thing I should be Doing: I should be in school lol &lt;br /&gt;Current Desktop Picture: Stars&lt;br /&gt;Current Favorite: don't kno=(&lt;br /&gt;Current Book: i dont read&lt;br /&gt;Current Movie In VCR: idk&lt;br /&gt;Current Refreshment: water&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://images.quizilla.com/1034277815_tioncuddle.jpg" border="0" alt="cuddle and a kiss"&gt;&lt;br&gt;cuddle and a kiss on the forehead - you like to be&lt;br&gt;close to your special someone and feel warm,&lt;br&gt;comfortable, and needed&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;a href="http://quizilla.com/users/theandrea/quizzes/What%20Sign%20of%20Affection%20Are%20You%3F/"&gt; &lt;font size="-1"&gt;What Sign of Affection Are You?&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br&gt; &lt;font size="-3"&gt;brought to you by &lt;a href="http://quizilla.com"&gt;Quizilla&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://images.quizilla.com/V/vinacross/1041991326_fPerfectGF.gif" border="0" alt="You&amp;#39;re Perfect ^^"&gt;&lt;br&gt;-Perfect- You're the perfect girlfriend. Which&lt;br&gt;means you're rare or that you cheated :P You're&lt;br&gt;the kind of chick that can hang out with your&lt;br&gt;boyfriend's friends and be silly. You don't&lt;br&gt;care about presents or about going to fancy&lt;br&gt;placed. Hell, just hang out. You're just happy&lt;br&gt;being around your boyfriend.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;a href="http://quizilla.com/users/vinacross/quizzes/What%20Kind%20of%20Girlfriend%20Are%20You%3F/"&gt; &lt;font size="-1"&gt;What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br&gt; &lt;font size="-3"&gt;brought to you by &lt;a href="http://quizilla.com"&gt;Quizilla&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/font&gt;</content>
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